I am not at a point yet to be sure. Still figuring most of that out, I hope that at WicCon in February, I can figure myself out.

Its even hard to explain anything at this point.

It may be due to a LOT of stress lately and I cant think. I need to get to grounding myself

i'm still new to paganism in general, but from what i can say so far, our beliefs are always growing and changing, just as the earth grows and changes. Unlinke more prominent dogmas and religions, paganism is not bound just the old ways, but is an ever expanding understanding and worship of the spiritual and physical world.

as of right now my own personal beliefs are a blend of wiccan and asatru. I take the natural spell weaving and circle casting of wiccan, throw in some rune reading and you have my basic form of practicing and ritual.

I am pretty eclectic in my beliefs. I enjoy looking at many ideas out there and seeing what resonates and what doesn't. You just never know what you will pick up or go to and get that AHA moment from. I find that mostly the need for specifics comes depending on what is happening in my life. I see my worship as a basic trinity - probably stems from my old catholic upbringing - except I see it as Male and Female and then the combination of the two or the All... I like the balance of that instead of it being heavily lopsided. I do find I focus on the All, Higher Power, whatever you want to call that...more than one or the other...just depends though. Good question.